Who am I, what am I to you?
I am not sure what to do.
Look at the mirror I'm not sure what I see.
Just someone crying such pathetic misery.
How lonely can I be with people around me?
But no one sees that I'm really unhappy.
The only comfort I know cuts my skin deep.
Mixing blood with tears as I try to sleep.
Everyone I know just seems to move on without me.
Believing the lies I say just so they can leave.
I'm just a burden to abandon and be left alone.
Deserted in despair nowhere seems to be home.
How lonely can I be with people around me?
But no one sees my eyes red from misery.
The only comfort I know cuts my heart deep.
Know
i wish you'd play that song
once more for me.
i need to hear you sing
even whistle that tune
of heartless little muse.
him and he
they know more then you think
because even when i haven't seen
even when i haven't tried
i still know what happening
in your life
in your dreams
damn i wish he'd leave you alone.
cause i'm finally able to stand up
able to walk around proud of myself
for not becoming like him
even when i wanted to plunge that "stake"
it's his way of a reminder
you wore his mask
now he's with you
just like i can still hear her
fuck i hate it
when i hear her talking
and all i can think is
"ha guess the conn
I could never find the words to explain the pain.
I could never bring myself to look for them.
The shame of my crime was too much for me to bear
I ripped love out of my hands when I gave cause for
Life to rip from my body.
It was an unacknowledged sin.
Something that happened without my realizing.
I could give leave pages of detail describing
How it was so much more than physical pain,
But shall suffice it to say that my soul was
Shattered when the truth came to light
I've applied the ink to my skin
Not to remind but to memoralize
To etch in with needle not only that you were
Life
But that I extinguished your flame before
Y
I feel the urge, I have the need
The ever present desire to bleed
The itch, the aches, the hurting heart
I can't stop something I didn't start
I didn't begin this love for you
I wish I could return it, I really do
The razor takes it for a fleeting moment
My scars are a blessing that I resent.
Hello my former friend by BlackRose710, literature
Literature
Hello my former friend
Hello my former friend,
It's nice to meet you,
I hope I see you again some time.
So many times before I have worn a false smile.
But not until they were turned on me,
did I truly see how much it hurts.
False praise and sympathy,
It cuts me,
Your good intentions.
Your eyes that flicker,
from my face to the rest of the world,
because you can't seem to look me in the eye.
You don't want to hurt me,
and that makes it hurt more,
but I don't hate you for it.
Goodbye my former friend,
It's been nice knowing you,
I won't be seeing you again.
~MCR
A Peculiar Kind of Man by TheToxicPrincess, literature
Literature
A Peculiar Kind of Man
He listens
And always lets me finish my thoughts
Before going off on his own tangints
And when he speaks he speaks the truth
I like that in a man
Since every man I've happened upon
Has done nothing but lie to me
It's a nice change
Having someone be brutally honest
Without being cruel
And I know that when he says he loves me
He means it
He's not the kind to patronize
I ache to kiss him
But I know that its an impossible dream
And mama always said to keep my feet on the ground
I'm not the kind of girl to get swept off my feet
But I'd like to give it a chance
know a girl
Who hates the whole damn world.
I know a girl
Who looks so happy but
feels so crappy.
I know a girl who
Debates everything
When really she hates everything.
I know a girl who knows
things wont girl go her way
so now she wants to runaway.
I know a girl who just wants to disapear
because shes loosing everything dear.
I know a girl
who just wants to die
does any one know why?
I know you look at me and think
that i'll be the one for you.
How all your dreams will come true
when you finally get up to talk to me.
You should look past all your urgency
to reach the top of the charts of popularity.
Because I'm sorry to say your not for me.
Because your too young to even try
and i'm too old to set it right.
You shouldnt go for gold when it will cost you.
Its not worth the consequences.
It will leave you crying in your sleep
So dont go when he says he loves you.
I saw you looking at him.
Thinking that he could finally be the one.
He looking at the stars when you sat by him.
You said exactly what you though
Walk into my shoes for a day and then judge me.
Why do you keep hurting me when you already understand me.
Why must you make me keep me bottled up in chains.
Why cant you understand what im trying to say..
Why must you make me feel atrocious to me and other people around me
Why must you make me feel horrible of myself on the things i do.
Why must you make me say or do things to you to hurt you
I see me but some one different.
You see me but you don't
Im in a mess as enough.
Why cant you let me be free...
Must i hurt you to get my freedom is it worth it for me to be burned with regrets inside both mind and heart...
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